Starting a full time ministry is a huge leap of faith that I never saw myself doing. Learning new skills, researching how to navigate the logistical stuff, refining old skills, and just depending on God solely like never before can be daunting. Sometimes, it can feel like I need to do everything in my whole being to make sure nothing fails, but that's not true (as I am learning). Where I am weak and lacking, God is going to fill in the gaps. But I need to leave room for Him to work, so He gets the glory. After all, if He gave me the vision to start, He will see it through and finish it the way He wants, but it's unlearning that hustling/self-made mindset that culture has pushed down our throats that can get in the way. It really is the flesh against the Spirit.